Friday, March 19, 2010

I have got to learn how to work this. I think if my blog looked cute and happy I would write much more... (I like to think that)

I have a pretty easy life. I get to live in the USA, my husband has a job and makes a good living. We get to live in lots of different places... I am BLESSED!

So why do I get depressed? Why do I look at the negative? Why am I wired this way? Why do I love to eat so much I am struggling losing weight?

As I've been asking myself all of these questions. And I know, I just had a baby, I'm not sleeping, etc. etc. I will always have excuses. But what does GOD want me to do about it? If I have serious cravings for food, can I transfer that craving to God? (does that make sense) If he gave us all these emotions, and our temperaments, I am supposed to just suck it up, or find out how to use it, the good bad and ugly, without whining... argh, its so hard to explain what I am thinking!

Anyway, I am exercising, and I do like that. I just need to eat less...

Husband just called, he wants to go somewhere out tonight, and it involves ice cream. He said, "Honey I am here to plump you up" (in reference to the old SNL skit) And he made me laugh out loud!!!

anway, here is a picture of my wonderful children whom I adore... they do make me smile... and I HAVE to learn to put the picture in the right place... does it always go to the top when you insert them?




2 comments:

  1. Yep, they always go to the top when you insert them. It's a pain, I know.

    You have a beautiful family, and a pretty fun one at that. I don't think it's all about sucking up whatever temperament God gave us. There are people who have depression, and thank God for anti-depressants! If you feel like you might have depression, I would suggest talking to your doctor. Don't feel like you have to suck it up just because you are a Christian. It doesn't always work out that way.

    Oh, and go to http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/ and find some cute background for your blog. I can't guarantee that it will make you want to blog more, though. ;)

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  2. You are real and I love that about you. God has a plan and a purpose for all he has you going through. I think I'm going to start calling you Meredith :)

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